
Something I didn't think about when buying a new house was where I could hide Christmas presents. It never crossed my mind. Even if it had, it likely wouldn't have been a consideration in buying this house. But it seems important now. Mostly because I
don't have a good hiding spot for Christmas presents. Our old house had a basement with perfect nooks and crannies, an attic that the kids didn't venture into. My gift-hiding was almost an art, down to the tubs I sorted and stored them in once wrapped, for easy and quiet (oh so important with growing littles!) transfer to the stockings and tree on Christmas Eve night.
But this new house? No nooks or crannies. No tubs. No gift-hiding art.
So I'm trying to scheme a new way. Just one of many things I didn't think of. Until now. Where should we place the Christmas tree? Did we toss the wreath when we moved? Where oh where did I pack the Santa bags? Can we unpack all of the boxes stacked in front of the fireplace in time for Santa to make his entrance?
So much new. I've come to realize that this move -- that began in earnest in February -- really is not yet done. That each season, each holiday, each transition brings a re-imagining of what to do, how to do it, with whom to do it.
Where to hid the darn presents. No wonder
I'm tired.
But little by little I am unpacking how this season,
how this holiday, will be. At least for this year. I am letting the new of our lives make it okay for it be new, and different, not holding it up to what came before, but instead making it the holiday for now.
Each day, little by little, a bit more decorates our space. The familiar Christmas books, Santa bags on bedroom doorknobs, and small tree, brought out for St. Nicholas Day, to light the hallway.
The new too. A snowflake tree in the kitchen -- a tree in the kitchen, well I never! A vintage embroidered table runner for a tree skirt in the sun-room. And, easily my favorite, winter prints by the amazing
Phoeble Wahl in a spot I get to see and enjoy them dozens of times a day.
And enjoy them I will.
As I will all of the new, and the comfortable familiar, in this season.